You will find me in the depths
Dragged down by my feet
Weight bound by my regret
I live inside my head
Where thoughts and feelings no longer stand
Can't tell if I'm dreaming
Or if my heart is dead
Behold; what I've become
Just another constant contradiction
You were only an addiction
Now do I fight or fall?
I know; that I've been so blind
Blindfolds made me lose sight
Alone I am in my mind and
I hold on for dear life
I put the barrel to my...
Put the barrel to my head
I know that I have been mislead
Fight these thoughts inside my head
or am I already fucking dead?
Theres a monster in my bed
I wake up every night in sweat but
They should be afraid instead
Because I'm already fucking dead
I'm already fucking dead
credits
from Catharsis - EP,
released September 4, 2015
Ruin is
Dylan Parsons
Dexter Harris
Ryan Sutherland
Music written by Ruin
Lyrics written by Ruin
Additional lyrics by Ryan Carr
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